es de noche, me voy a casa

broken by
giardini di mirò - dividing opinions
[homesleep; 2007]

no me importa que no me importe

People think that we don't understand
What it takes to outta be a man

I don’t care much for that
I don’t know why

Just a fight or just a waste of time
Hiding things that no one wants to find

I don’t know much of that
I don’t care why

Goin’ against your mind

When I was a kid I saw a light
Floating high above the trees one night

Thought ‘twas an alien
Turned out to be just god

If you’re not sure who not to believe
Who has better reasons to decieve

Then they’ll be glad’r
That's all they do

Goin’ against your mind

And he was there
No he was there


goin’ against your mind
built to spill - you in reverse
[warner bros; 2006]

transtorno bipolar

la piel de cordero empieza a dar síntomas de debilidad, ya me queda pequeña, me oprime, algunas costuras han dicho basta, y me paso las noches remendándolas.

mi estilista me ha recomendado que me corte el pelo, que me vista siempre de negro, que trabaje mi mirada, que no ría los chistes de los demás, que mi gesto sea adusto y serio, debo transmitir respeto, incluso intimidar.
que se acabó lo de coser por las noches, que me arranque la piel y deje salir "el lobo que hay en mí".
no sé si despedirle o hacerle caso.

cada día tengo las cosas más claras, por eso cada día lo veo todo más oscuro.
y me paso las horas mirando al techo, esperando ver pasar al sueño.


...
let me back
i promise to be good
don't look in the mirror
at the face you don't recognize
help me
call the doctor
put me inside
put me inside
...
i keep the wolf from the door
but he calls me up
calls me on the phone
tells me all the ways that he's gonna mess me up
steal all my children
if i don't pay the ransom
but i'll never see him again
if i squeal to the cops

wolf at the door
radiohead - hail to the thief
[capitol; 2003]